I haven't written for months. I've left out months of a relationship with a new girl, progress on OU courses, and my improved relationship with working life. It all comes down to a certain American girl contacting me again though. It made me think of writing. I sometimes get the feeling that I am being manipulated. It's like temptation, tempestuous, conflicting emotions and happy mixed with painful memories. When an ex starts telling you that you were the best sex she ever had, and that she'd love you to join a threesome with her and another girl, (if she was ever in England), I feel like perhaps I'm being played a little. If anyone can do it, wants to feel wanted, and has that hold over me, it's her. I guess I just try not to be too taken in by it.
I hear that huge sex drive is a big symptom of bi-polar disorder, as is the ability to lie compulsively, and so on. I think I should be more cautious than I have been in the past.
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