Better Days

Things are still going great with B. We had a wonderful weekend, and I just chilled out with her most of the time. I feel comfortable just relaxing with her, and having her around, and I feel like she really mellows me out. She helps me with my tendency to stress out about things, she's like the best stress reliever I've ever had. Calm, relaxed and chilled. I like her so much. The other day I told her I loved her. She didn't really take me seriously, but she wasn't upset or annoyed. But I meant it when I said it. Later I thought about it and I guess I'm not really sure how I feel. But I deeply care about her already, and I feel so close to her, and comfortable with her. She feels more perfect for me than any other girl I've been with...like someone I love to spend time with, and can't ever see myself not getting on with her most of the time.

Anyhow, I've been starting a couple of OU courses, and I feel fairly confident I can do them. I struggled with some of the maths to start off with, but I'm picking it up ok now, and remembering my GCSE work and what I did way back then. I feel glad I am improving my skills quickly already. The other course is in database theory and practice. It's a tough level 3 course, but hopefully my background will help with that.

I have been getting some material down, and feeling good about my music. The new guitar just feels more and more fantastic, and it records so well. I feel confident about getting a few tracks down for a demo, and have lots of ideas for songs to put in a set. I feel better than I've felt for a long time about it.

I miss B, I wish I could snuggle with her now.. :)

These are better days...