An interesting few days. Me and B finally broke it off on Saturday, and I feel less stressed about the situation now. We never really hit it off that well as a relationship, we're two very different people. I feel bad at the time, but it was mutual, and I was ok the next day. I miss having someone to talk about things with, but she never really let me in very much. It wasn't going anywhere good.
Then I met up with A again on Sunday, went out for lunch which was nice. I am pretty sure we'll just be friends, there has never been any chemistry there really. I've been talking to S a lot. I want to hope for something to take off between us again. But there's so many risks, and I'm not really ready to take a big chance. I would offer to pay for her plane ticket over. But she has to come here, and take that risk. There's no way I can let myself do it another way.
I had a relaxing day at work today with no real hassle, and I finished early to go to an appointment with C. I haven't seen him for a long while. I got the feeling he wasn't interested, but he was really nice today when I got there. He made quite a few suggestions on how to help me sleep. Which I hope will work..
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