This week has me totally wrecked and I haven't stopped. I got a home about 9 after being in London, Hereford, Cornwall and then Hereford again for the past 4 days. I've been working really hard this week, and somehow managed to pull it all off, although it felt at times I wouldn't. I have had some bad head aches, not much sleep and feel like I've been driving for weeks. So I'm mostly tired, and partly something else.
I feel dissatisfied again. I need to come up with a cure for this - I think it will come with practice, but not soon enough.
I put my expenses claim together and it works out at over a grand. No wonder I've been feeling so short of money! I can't stop worrying about that stuff, even though I don't have a huge amount to worry about other than stopping myself buying junk I don't need.
How do you keep yourself satisfied with life, without entering the endless consumerism and spending binge? I think all that does for me seems to be fuel more dissatisfaction. I need to find a new outlet, something that makes me feel good about life. Perhaps writing, or music, or exercise could do that for me. I don't know. I just wish I could shake my obsession with finances. It feels like it's weighing me down at the moment.
I keep thinking about S. Wish she'd get out of my head. She is such a bitch.
So I can finally get to sleep now. I hope it is a pleasant, restful night. If only.
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