Testosterone

I am writing this from Maine, where I arrived yesterday - I'm staying for 9 days here, and then heading down to Jersey City to see Em. S and N have been very welcoming, and I feel really at home with them and their housemates. I am so past tired, and getting the strange jet lagged feeling where I should be sleeping, but I'm not really able to.

I am feeling slightly full of testosterone - for the past couple of days I've been surrounded by girls, some of whom are very attractive, and I've been sleeping next to S and trying to avoid hitting on her. Their housemate H is cute too and seems to like me... Oh man, this is going to be torture to control my hormones!

I met my female nemesis in the way of Sheri yesterday. She is so gorgeous, and completely knows it. It was hard to resist her charms but I have been warned off her because N had a thing with her earlier in the year, and it would really hurt her. I wouldn't do anything, but I enjoy flirting a bit. She loves having the boys after her, although I don't think I'm really her type anyway.

So many girls, so little time. Still, I have come for a good time, and I don't want to upset anybody. I will try to be less impulsive and think things through for a change...

It's really weird seeing people after all this time. It feels like home though still, just like it always did.