Break Even

I keep hearing this song, that I really hate. It's not that I don't like the sort of music (although I don't), it's because it's exactly how I feel about N right now, and it keeps reminding me of it, because it's played so often.

Yeah, it's the Script, a song called Breakeven. And it's way too right.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man thats gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even)